i haven't posted in a while, and in fact, i haven't been "out" in a while. my recent addiction has been poppers and dildos. Listening to various "hypnosis" videos that instruct you to take hits of poppers on a regular, increasing interval while showing images of Cocks, fucking, service, poppers, etc.
Jerking off while high on poppers, fucking yourself with a dildo is a GREAT feeling. And in fact, it's easier and "safer" to do it at home when you're busy. The last time i went into a crazy binge, i ended up catching a bug, that i had to get a shot for. Something i'm not too worried about, it comes with the territory, i guess, but it doesn't make it less annoying/gross.
That said, i'm still a hungry little faggot.
Last night, i got a text message from a Sir who requested a gag-the-fag scene for this coming Wednesday. After agreeing, He must have gotten me in a horny mood, He asked if i was around that evening and i just said -- yes.
i drove to His house later that evening, instructed to wear a hoodie, jock, and no belt.
i met him on the side of his house. It was dark but i could still see the neighborhood road. i'm 100% not into getting caught, nor doing it in public with the chance of getting caught, but this was kind of hot. i imagined it to be like a hungry dog looking for a little scraps, but in this case it was a horny faggot looking for Cock.
As soon as i walked up, He was practically hard and His average Cock waiting for me. i was instructed to get on my knees. He wanted to use my poppers and we shared them (though He took the majority of hits).
He was rough.
His main instruction from his profile is that if anything comes up (spit, throat juices, etc) i was not allowed to wipe it. Though He said that the gag/fag scene was for Wednesday, i got a little taste of it tonight. It was fucking hot.
He also fucked me raw, bouncing me back from ass to mouth, ass to mouth.
He kept cumming in my hole, three times. Not sure if was a real load each time or not, but He would fuck me and pull me as if it were. Eventually, He lubed His Cock and ordered me to jerk and suck Him off. It was here that i got a HUGE fucking Load in my mouth, swallowing it hungrily.
He also liked to spit on my face, but His spit was HUGE globs of spit. My face soaked by His spit. It was a very WET scene. He also wanted me to drink His piss, but told Him i would but couldn't promise I wouldn't spit some out, and that i would want to be shirtless if He wanted it. He was gracious enough to say that we would do it another night when it wasn't so cold.
After He Came in my mouth, He told me to get the fuck going.
i stood up and walked away, zipping my pants and once i was out of sight, wiping His huge, wet spit from my face. The scene was hot. It was quick and forceful. i hoped He liked it.
This morning, i woke up to a text to say that "faggots like you are hard to cum by. u and i will be meeting a lot." i thanked Him. i enjoyed His attitude. He seems me for what i am. He knows that i respond to His decisions. i am not in charge. He didn't ask to see me again, he told me we would meet again.
He also said my "boy pussy was like velvet." A comment i've heard before and glad that my hole has remained in tact over the years of constant abuse, Cock, dildo, and Cum.
i can't promise i'll write here as often as i did in the past, but i might be making some major plans in the future. One that may uproot my entire life and put me into a lifestyle that's completely devoted to Cock, but i'm not sure exactly how and when that might happen, but i look forward to it, if it does.