i've been in chastity for about a week now and i finally blew it.
Before i did, i took one more load, getting myself to 40 and then i came home and jerked off with the leaking cum of His Load and some hypnosis... but details...
i found the SIR off Scruff. He seemed actually a pretty nice guy and so, i figured i would take the device off... but, just for His sake, i asked Him. Told Him, i was in chastity and if He's into that sort of thing. He loved the idea, so i kept it on.
i meet Him late night Saturday and as soon as i entered His apartment, i was told to strip. The nice guy demeanor from His Scruff profile wasn't here. He was much more Dom than i had thought... and i was excited. He was older than me, in his late 30s and He had a pleasant face. He had me kneel at the front door as He took my clothes, phone, keys, into another room.
When He returned, He walked up to me and had me suck His Cock. When He pulled it out, it was a little smaller than the photos suggested but He soon got a lot harder as i sucked, licked, and worshipped His Cock. He pulled back and told me to stare at His Cock. i did.
He then spit on my face before shoving His Cock back into my mouth. "i want you to gag on it, faggot." i tried not too, but it was too much and He was being pretty rough. It wasn't long before i actually threw up a little in my mouth. i quickly swallowed it back. He pulled out. "Don't fucking swallow faggot, let it spill out your mouth. When i cum, let it spill out of You."
He fucked me again, and i gagged in short order. The little vomit burn in my throat. He kept fucking my face and i let the spit and stomach fluid bubble up onto my chest. It was gross and fucking HOT. He praised me and kept making me gag. i was getting wet as fuck. "Rub it into your body, don't get it on the floor."
This Dom was SICK and fucked up and my twig was hard as fucking rock in my cage. He then pulled out again, spit hanging from my wet lips to the tip of His Cock. "Stare at it." i did. i wanted nothing more than to have this Cock again.
He walked away and told me to follow. i got up on my feet and He quickly turned. "Faggot's crawl. No one said you can walk." i understood my place.
i crawled after Him, my twig raging.
We went into the bathroom, and i figured i was going to take His piss here. He didn't mention anything about water sports in his profile. In fact, it said He liked to be a little aggressive and dirty, but it was all very vague and... friendly.
This was not.
He had a nice clean bathroom and a walk in shower. Nothing huge. He asked me to put my hands behind back and then He began to piss over my entire body, "mouth open" - i drank some, i took some but mostly it seemed He was washing the spittle i had thrown up from being gagged.
After He finished, He let me sit there now a little cold, dripping wet and feeling vunerable. He turned on the water, keeping me away from the cold and once it was warmer He took off His clothes. He had a decent body, with moderate hair. i was allowed to stand but was made to keep my hands behind my back. He washed my body. i felt like an object here. It was erotic, hot, and sensual - yet cold and disconnected. There wasn't love or affection, it was clinical.
After He finished, He guided me out the shower and dried me, hands over my head.
He then brought me into a very clean bedroom, which i didn't know whether or not it was His bedroom or not. It was so sterile. i imagined this could be the place where i lived, if i became His live in. He stood by the bed and had me on all fours.
"Suck me slow. Worship my Cock." i did. i was patient and soft. Massaging His head and shaft with my tongue, His balls. Around the Cock. During this, He reached over and felt my hole, which was aching for Cock.
He had me turn around and, while still being on hands and knees, keep my legs together. He pulled the chastity device between my legs. He then got Himself propped up on the bed and started to fuck me. Raw, spit only.
He was gentle. He must have liked it because He moaned with great pleasure. He held my body tight and fucked me harder and harder. And then - He blew His load.
"Push it out, faggot." i did. As it leaked out my hole, He scooped it with His fingers and fed it to me. i ate it up hungrily.
He stood up and told me to wait.
After a moment, Cum still dripping from my hole, i heard Him return but dared not turn around. He threw my clothes onto the bed and told me to leave. "Do not clean yourself until You're out of my house. Just dress and leave."
He then left into another room.
i quickly dressed and left.
When i got home, i couldn't wait any longer. i unlocked my cage and started to jerk off to His scene. i used the wetness left in my hole as lube, as well as massaged with some vaseline. i decided to make the scene more intense with some hypnosis videos i created of just Raw Breeding and my voice heavily modified repeating dark, deviant phrases over and over again.
i came and fell asleep with my sticky hand attached to my shrinking, little twig.
A good night.